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Apology letter

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Apology letter

Abangwu Sophia
Aug 22, 2022
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Now that the fear of posting the first newsletter is out of the way, I could finally calm down and read what I wrote, and I have just one word… Blergh!!!

That did not sound like me! Maybe it sounded like me a bit, but not the “me” I wanted It to sound like! My cringe meter kept going off, and I realized I owe you an apology cause not only did it fall flat, but it also failed to deliver on the one thing I promised: an exciting ride.

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Joesonghamnida (insert deep Korean bow).

Okay, that's a bit over the top.


You see that up there? That's how this newsletter was supposed to go on and end in a really happy tone and set for Friday.

But life happened.

I had a bad week, like, it went from 0 to 100 before I could say “chocolate”, and the mental stress it left behind; phenomenal!

I was going to tell you all about it, I really was, but I guess I'm not ready for the level of vulnerability that comes with writing.

Do you know the really weird part? If you were a total stranger, I would write It all. But you know me.

I could pour out my heart to total strangers but when it comes to family and friends, I close up.

It’s weird because I should be able to talk to you without any fear of judgement or whatever, not that I'm saying you would judge me but, it’s a fear. With complete strangers, I couldn’t care less, they don’t know me so what they say don't matter.

You don’t need to tell me, it doesn’t make sense. I'm sorry.

Till next time,

Sophia❤

P.S: Just thought I should let you know that there's absolutely nothing a decadent slice of chocolate cake can't cure. Gospel!

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