Apology letter
Now that the fear of posting the first newsletter is out of the way, I could finally calm down and read what I wrote, and I have just one word… Blergh!!!
That did not sound like me! Maybe it sounded like me a bit, but not the “me” I wanted It to sound like! My cringe meter kept going off, and I realized I owe you an apology cause not only did it fall flat, but it also failed to deliver on the one thing I promised: an exciting ride.
Joesonghamnida (insert deep Korean bow).
Okay, that's a bit over the top.
You see that up there? That's how this newsletter was supposed to go on and end in a really happy tone and set for Friday.
But life happened.
I had a bad week, like, it went from 0 to 100 before I could say “chocolate”, and the mental stress it left behind; phenomenal!
I was going to tell you all about it, I really was, but I guess I'm not ready for the level of vulnerability that comes with writing.
Do you know the really weird part? If you were a total stranger, I would write It all. But you know me.
I could pour out my heart to total strangers but when it comes to family and friends, I close up.
It’s weird because I should be able to talk to you without any fear of judgement or whatever, not that I'm saying you would judge me but, it’s a fear. With complete strangers, I couldn’t care less, they don’t know me so what they say don't matter.
You don’t need to tell me, it doesn’t make sense. I'm sorry.
Till next time,
Sophia❤
P.S: Just thought I should let you know that there's absolutely nothing a decadent slice of chocolate cake can't cure. Gospel!